dae 2!!
0000 dey are still at da netball court i tink playin with water bombs plus doin torturous PT!!! hahahahahz.. farnie... bt cute la... afta tt.. azmi n elroy was busy throwin water bombs at ma poor cadets!!! diaoz..den dey cum afta me n yiru dunno fer wad oso!!! siao!! hahah.. den while da rc ppl slp in both da star club rooms... da com members went to da hall wit da npcc.. n da oac ppl... dey play cards.. radio.. n tok norhz.. den we brought pillows to da hall!!! n food!! lol.. we brought back food frm suntec!! hahahz... den till bout 2 plus den we blow whistle for dem to wake up for firedrill!!! den dey hafta pick up da plastic of water bombs.. n do footdrill .. in da wee hrs.. hahaha... poor thing.. den afta tt kena bit of scoldin la.. da whole thing last bout an hr... den go back slp till 6 lyk tt.. throughout tt period ot tym.. elroy took ma pillow n brought to da netball court n slp at da bench dere... wth lorhz!!! irritating!!! bully me!!!!den den afta everything.. went back hall den sat at da big matress.. tosit dwn n chit chat.. tell stories... n wen alicia call ask me go dwn cuz ms tan nt happie i was in da hall.. while dey all were in da star club.. den da oac bois.. go n play at da roads.. go breakdance at da roads le!!!! wth... suicide.. n dey found yiru hu went missin.. cuz she went smware.. which we tried to hide da fact tt sm of us noe wads goin on...n through da walkie talkie da oac bois sae dey found her norhz.. diaoz.. which spark sum ppl's feelings.. hahahah... wadeve!! ok.. den bout i tot of stayin awake till da nxt dae cuz i dun feel lyk slpin norh.. i still cuz lyk onlie 1 hr to slp... later very hard wake up.. too tired.. den i acc fall aslp at 5.15 lyk tt.. n woke up arnd 5.30.. to sneak n get bag.. n pass it to cullen n yiru... n still nd to make sure da stuff are prepared redi... n at da same tym sharon n dez oso woke up le!! hahahha... farnie.. n i was shiverin lyk mad outside star club.. n ma knees were lyk locked.. haiz... force maself to walk a distance to get ma knees moving!!! n tok to sharon n dez.. while da 2 lovebirds go off lorh.. b4 da 1 wake up n create havoc.. den da nxt dae..
haf relc in da morn.. so afta dey woke up do a bit of footdrill.. den eat breakfast.. den go plai games.. den go hme visit which i missed cuz of relc. which dey were on da wheelchair n play bball!!!! aaarrrgggg i wanna do tt!!!! aiyo!!! nvm la... den i was at da hall cuz dey came back bout an hr later.. den eunice was in sch fer relc oso.. gg was awae fer db wif da 3 bois la.. npcc was in da hall.. n i wanna lie dwn.. tired ne.. den afta dey cum baq.. all da stuff were at da hall.. den teach den outdoor cooking fer deir lunch!! hehhz.. ohh ya.. i hafta use stick.. colgate n pillows.. n ma hand to hit n draw.. on both elroy n azmi even tt dey nvr wake up.. stoopid bois.. dey damn wad lo... make me scream scream till no voice liaoz.. eeerrr!!!! sajui was safe cux he was slpin at da higher mattress.. den i too short.. hahahz.... n i drawed 3 smiley faces on elroy's back.. n a huge dot at da boack of azmi's back!! lol.. cuz he wearin shirt.. n elroy a singlet!!! wth!! n me n ice hafta run cuz elroy chase afta us!! wth... newae wen i was teachin den da cookin technique.. dey took ma whistle n blow in it.. 1 by 1!!! eeeewwww!!! wth.... wadeva la... i had lotsa to complain lorh.. esp abt da bois.. n tt donkey.. n boey.. anoth donkey.. afta cookin.. dey had evact lesson.. n cheerings.. n den clear up.. den go hme liaoz.. n i was utterly dissapointed wit da 2006 rc committee.... it'll be a huge dissapointment!!! i dun tink i'll be goin back to rc anymore soon... haiz.. oso i had been nagged cuz of rc... its too much of a pressure to ask me to leave rc fer now.. n soo i will.... gd bye all ma darlings in rc!! do ur job well!!!make sure ur proud of ur jobs!!! n take kaiirree.. i'll be arnd to hear any complains ya!! hahaz.... muackz!!!
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juz came baq frm came yest... ma body is reli aching!!! i dunnoe why... haha... ma voice is gone all thx to sajui... azmi.... n esp elroy!!!! da 3 boneheads!!! shall tok bout tt later... n i still haven complete ma hols h/w...n dun mention bout revision.. haiz...
kie... hmmz.... on tues.. 1stly we gt canoein.... bt b4 canoein.. dey are suppose to create deir grp name plus make deir own grp flag la... n da no. of ppl turn up was super fabulous........ erm n besides tt it was even rainin... bt we took da risk [unlike da sissy gg] to carry on our activity... so we went to bedok reservoir to canoe... n we hafta carry our own canoes frm tp all da wae dwn to da water... hahaz.. n we had fun canoein.. me n dez were in a canoe.. n alicia n sherrill was in anoth one.. da 2 boats fereva racing!! wth!! till we owaes canoe damn fast leavin da rest behind!!!! aiyoh!!! hahahhaha.. farnie.. n da insrtuctor wet me n dez!!!! eeeeeeerrrrrrrrr sooo unfair.... hahah.. n we were damn damn soaked!!! haiz.. aiyo.... afta canoe.. we wen to suntec!! all soaked n go suntec!!! diaoz... okie.. at suntec da ms tan gaf every grp onlie $10 to fix deir own lunch.. n da com members oso gt $10 lorh.. wth.. we worked sooo hard fer tiz oso get da same or even worse treatment compared to da cadets... so newae.. we all went to da footcourt.. bt its damn packed.. me.. dez.. n sherrill bought da paparoti buns.. fer da nights meal.. haha.. tt one we juz take our money.. since everyone's wallet are wit me!! hahahahaahha!!!!!! den we all head to kfc n all eat da shrooms burger meal!! diaoz lorhz.. hahahaz... ok nvm.... den we haf da scavenger hunt... while dey go arnd.. i was browsing da clothes.. pickin wad kinda clothes shld i buy!!! hahahhaaha.. bt of cuz la.. i didnt buy dem dere n den.. wad to do.. walk walk walk.. den one of dem.. da sandal broke... n hafta drag his footware everyware.. haiz... soo malang sia.. hahhaha... den afta tt go back sch... at sch.. dey sooo sian sian.. wth.. gif attitude summore.. cock sia... den nvm.. we push dem do cheers.. den do sum souvenirs fer da home visitin... n at tt very point FAD oso wanna show how loud her gerls are.. diaoz.. poor thing sia da gerls.. kena torture by tt DONKEY!! den deir campfire like SHIT!!!! cannot make gg lose face.. cannot bomb back to dem.. tt boey nt happie.. complain to mr fong.. den mr fong stare at us as if we killed his pet fav. pet lyk tt... haiz... wadeva la.. den cullen was superb man!!!! np bomb.. np bomb.. np bomb to junie bomb!!!! take tt u DONKEY!!!! i was luffin ma heart out!! den dey tot sharon did tt man poor thing grandmaster ron!!! hehhe!! cuz she was standin wif cullen den wen cullen run to da back den she stand dere alone.. lol.. den oth den tt i gif attitude.. den np n rc join forces.. den we both haf our own fun.. leavin da gg to sing or shld i sae scream da cheers alone... n boey nt happie at all with our presence.. nxt tym dun hold da campfire if u dunnoe wads da purpose of campfire!!! its suppose to bond wif cadets of oth ug or sch!! nt to take revenge n stare n keep notes of how dey behave towards ur own unit!!! ass!!! ok so da campfire was a screw up one.. n da campfire cant even be lit up norhz.. lyk tt still gt da cheek to call oth ppl cum... den da chief muz cum out wit more kerosene den can... newae in front of da boey.. i go tok to da oac bois lorhz.. dey actuallie helpin boey to jaga da fire.. den i go dere tok to dem.. invite dem to da nightwalk.. haha.. wad da boey muz be thinkin i doin wit dose bois.. plan how to destroy deir alreadi destroyed campfire??!! MUAHAHHAHAHA wadeva!!! so ya.. den dey had ghost stories told to dem by GM ron.. n deir nightwalk begin.. bt it wasnt scary i suppose.. hahaz.. n da route are all damn nonsense lorhz... cuz soo many gates lock everyware... n afta tt we went fer pt.. playin wit water bombs!!... till 12 plus.. so tt shall be in dae 2!!
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6:29 AM <3
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omg omg omg!!!! tmr camp finallie!!!! muahhahaha.. throughout tix whole month ive been wrkin on tix camp sia!! hahaaz.. i juz hope it wun be screwed up de!!! aaarrrrrgggghhhhz!!!! im sooo blardy excited!!!! now eunice muz be enjoyin da nature!!! hahahaz.. n she had caught a flu!!! wad a terrible timing!! haiz...
n wares ma abg???!!!! i tot he's suppose to wish me all da best??? hmrf!!!! haiz... wadeva.. hahahaz...
aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh i cant wait fer camp!!!!! hee hee.. wish me luck!!! ahhahaz... tataz ppl.. will miss u guys fer lyk 2 daes or so.. hahahz... nighty nights..
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11:55 AM <3
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well todae.. gt relc which sux as usual.. bt he manage to crack sum jokes.. n honestlie i reli hate all his expression!!!! eeeerrrr.. n hui qi didnt even attend again!! omg!!!
well den afta tt meet eunice.. n cullen discuss bout da campfire.. den our sch is hosting jamiyah children frm k2 and p1 for their camp!!! soooo cute sia!!!! n deyre reli damn cute!!! den we tok tok tok.. complain complain complain to each oth la.. bout lotsa stuffz!!! den we went to banquet to eat... haha.z.den dezzie jigsaw.. we all fix it man!! hahha.. ntg betta do.. den while tokin we fix tt thing.. den soo fun!!! den afta fixin it.. eunice took a photo of it plus our hands!!! hahahz.. den afta tt wen we're bout to leave.. gt tiz WHOLE BUNCH of church ppl tryin to promote sum church activity.. den we were lyk holdin out da cardn walkin awae.. haahz.. farnie... den i fold da card in such a tiny piece tt a gal gaf me a new piece.. which was pass to cullen hu pass it to sylves hu was with sj wen dey juz alight da bus.. i tikn dey throw it away.. well den gd luck u both.. hahaz.. den newae i pass tt gal again n she tot i fold da paper again.. she said.. ' u fold da paper agaim???!!!' disbelieve!! wth norhz. soo farnie.. i luff all da wae.. den she was lyk ohh sorie sorie.. hahahz.... aiyo.. den we left pp.. n head hme.. tiz tues GONNA BE FUN!!!!
SURPRISES COMING UR WAY!!!! U FATASS DONKEY BITCH!!!!!
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12:20 PM <3
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hmmz.. lets strt bout yest.. ware everything seems to go wrong..!!! hahaz.. first i went to meet dezzie.. den took a bus.. bt miss da bus stop.. n i didnt noe da nxt stop was soo damn far!!! n da opp bus stop was lyk across da oth side of a one wae road!!! imagine tt!!! yesh.. so i go find ma wae.. den poor dezzie gtta wait fer sooo long!! hahhaz.. den we took a cab to sharon's hse to get red papers!!! hahahz.. which sharon had volunteered to paint it!! hahhaz.. den walk baq to her hse.. den reach her hse 12 redi.. wth lorhz.. n prom meetin was at 1!!! haiz.. so.. hurrie hurrie through da stuffz.. den didnt manage to finish la.. obviouslie.. den dezzie walk me to da 16 bus stop.. den waited fer a sixteen.. den meet eunice at her hse da bus stop n took a cab to kambing's hse..
n da taxi driver!!! eeerrr!!! damn wad lorhz.. eeerrr.. soo impatient!!! soo irritated by him.. den he go tok to kambing to find da direction of his hse!! aiyozh!!!ok.. so da meetin goes on.. den da entertainment ppl came to see us. n told ong sum stuff.. which... i wasnt surprise.. n i was erm.. well kinda pissed abit.. dun nd to noe why.. dose hu alreadi noe gd fer u.. dose hu dunnoe.. dun ask la.. kiez.. den erm.. ya... afta da whole thing plai dartz.. den plai wad summore.. i frgt.. ohh plai da harp.. mini harp hahah!!! den gt a painful massage!!! which made me luff all da wae.. lolz.. so well tts lyk yest... ahhaz...
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lets strt wit yest... i selp real late to finish up da relc h/w plus print out tons n tons of stuffz fer rc camp proposal stuffz la.. den i onlie gt bout 3-4 hr of slp.. lyk tts enuff lyk tt..i had a real loooooooooog dae.... well first strt wit me not bringin ma wallet to sch... n i was on da bus den i realise.. lucky i still haf ma hp wit me!!! yesh.. hp save da dae!!! hahhaz.. den call eunice brin money fer me.. lucky thing she oso leave her hse juz on tym to reach sch!! hahaz.. so ya.. wait till she board da bus den i paid fer ma bus fair.. n i oso ended up borrowin a sum of money fer da lunch.. which i had wit rc peepz.. plus ms tan.. den we discuss bout da camp.. which lasted till bout i dunnoe.. i hafta rush out of da meetin to get hme n rush fer tuition.. haiz.. which lasted fer 3 whole hrs.. ma brain almost died.. honestlie..
newae.. relc which still sux.. is no betta... in fact im beinnin to hate tt ang moh guy.. aarrhhhzz... n rc still rox!!!! hahahahz.... im crazie.. im crazie.. im crazie.. aahhaz.. tmr gt prom meetin oso.. i dun feel lyk goin.. cuz ma mom reli gonna kill mie.. bt lyk i hardlie attend any norhz.. haiz.. so im gonne go fer it.. lolz.. afta meetin dezzie.. fer da scavenger hunt clues.. haiz.. sooo many things to do.. i wish da camp will pass faster.. so i haf lesser things in ma head to concentrate on lorhz...haiz.. kie la. ttaz.. nytez..
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eeeerrrrrr... i honestlie hate ma june hols!!!!!!! it totalie sux norh aarrggghhh!!!! haix.. wit life lyk tix.. haiz..
newae relc is such a bore.. im owaes freakin out weneva tt freeman guy wan us to do sum wrkz.. cuz i owaes screw up workz.. haiz.. tts basicallie mie..
newae tix few daes had been reli reli reli badde!!! im tryin to juggle everything.. n ma brain totalie shut dwn.. i cant tink straight.. i cant do a single thing right!!!!!! haiz.. even worse.. i haven strt on any subject revision!!!! aaaarrrrggghhhh!!!! cant stand 1 mth holidaes.. !!! reli cant!!! ppl think its damn long... 1 whole blardy month.. bt look at it now.. its alreadi da 3rd week of the hols... fer gods sake!!! haiz.. n im still stuck.. wif da whole lot of wrk which i had in da beginin of da month!!!!
ma self esteem is damn low.. n da onlie thing tt reli made me think straight is red cross camp.. farnie huhzz. i oso dunno why..aiya.. i'll juz stop here la.. tataz.. nytez..
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1:06 PM <3
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tt blardy bitch!!! haiz.. dunnoe wad da hell she wanna do sia!! open her big fuckin mouth and sayin tings which is all untrue!! well serve her ryte.. she mess wif da wrong ppl.. n by tellin da wrong ppl.. she'll be landin herself into da wrong pit!!! she'll get wad she deserve.. JUZ WAIT!!!
newae... eunice arhz!! haiz.. nvm ms tan nvr scold ahahahz... n durin da borin relc thingie.. gabriel.. came out wif a veri simple line.. which totalie blow tt ang moh guy awae... hahahhaz!!! den he can still smile smile.. luff luff.. aiyohz gabriel!!! hhahaaZ... oth den tt ok la.. haf nt much difficulty survivin through tiz lesson.. hehhz...
erm n i cant understand anything tt ms tan tokin juz now.. haiz.. n smtgs been botherin ma mind since god noes wen.. its been lyk haiz.. its veri chialat lorhz.. cant slp well.. cant concentrate well.. i can barelie rmb wen i did concentrate well... haiz..
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6:03 AM <3
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juz now.. had to sit fer 3 hrs of sch.. haha.. onlie 3 hrs.. oso strt complainin redi.. aiyohz.. hahahz.. newae.. den afta tt.. went to pp to eat la.. dare met sm ppl.. whom i reli dun wanna meet norhz.. tink demselves as 'BIG' ppl.. ma foot norhz.. hu da hell dey tink lorhz.. lyk as if i gif a damn bout dem.. haiz.. such bitchy attitude..still can carry tt pose.. wth lorhz.. sum ppl are soo blinded by wad oth ppl sae or react...
wadeva la.. its onlie me feelins.. newae.. i had a hair cut todae.. wit eunice... im supposed to cut it wit fizah.. den she gt her madrasah examz.. so cant make it.. den eunice suddenlie decided to cut oso.. she get influenced veri fast one.. tt tym da piercin oso.. farnie sia tt gerl!! lolz.. so ya den it ended up lyk tt larh..i feel ma hairstyle is a combination of wachan's fringe and jeanette's cuttin de.. hahahz.. bt more to jeanette.. sorie jeanette..
ya den lyk tt la.. i spent 1 whole dae.. afta tt is slackin all da wae sia..haiz.. lyk tiz wanna sit fer O lvl.. i tink i can go die 1st... bt honestlie i can reli not feel any pressure.. haiz.. i reli dunnoe wads gonna happen to tiz gerl here!!!!!
ohh ya i like tiz skin de!! hahaz.. its RED!!! muahahahz.. eunice gonna get sick wit it!! hahahaha.... ohh ya n i cant get da archive right.. so i reli cant be bothered by it.. fer now.. im reli sufferin wit ma lost thoughtz!!
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9:55 AM <3
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4eb bbq totalie rawkz babe... hahahhaaz.... lotsa lotsa lill kiddies.. alll sooooooooooo blardy cute sia... lotsa food.... yummmy yummy food... honey chicken... honey bbq'ed sotong balls and crab meat... macaronie.. bee hoon... nice tym swingin... wit midori runnin afta da swing and a lil babie gerl runnin for it too.... haha n dori as a mama.... gaf it to da lil gerl... soooo sweet.... erm.. bois busy wit soccer... n wilford finallie gt baq his touch to make fire afta sum tym.. hehhz... gerlz.. bz at da plai ground runnin afta all da small kiddies.. wif deir parents n maids starin n luffin at us tryin to plai wit deir children!!! hahahahz...n da security guard big spoiler sia... cant watch movie.. n da bois actuallie brought portable screen... portable projector.. n portable dvd player siaz!!! sooooo semangat de...however... da music oso damn sian de.. over n over da same musicz.. haiz.. lolz.. sucky music.. as dori said it.. n yisin gt dizzy wit da see-saw like thingie.. lolz... den sum of da gerls... played tennis... n da bois took off deir shirts n jump into da pool n wettin da gerls at da same tym by kickin water at us.. wth.. den dey decided nt enuff.. so muz go take bottle n pour at us!!! haiz... hahahaz.. damn damn fun.. lotsa screamin... n till 10 plus plus da food still haven finish.. den bra actuallie suggest mie n jane to take a route hme which is 'keras' luckie da sista was dere to stop us frm continuein wif da journey.. in da we juz took mrt hme!!! hahahz... newae wanna thx ms tan for sponsoring tiz bbq!!! if nt tonite wont be soooo much fun!!!!
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3:15 PM <3
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haiz.. june hols... but it'll nvr be any use for me.. if u noe wad i mean.. if u dunnoe... well den go find out...
nvr tot it'll be tix badde.. bt it happen.. nvr tot i'll be cryin over it.. well i did.. nvr tot i'd eva frgt how badlie it is... well i did... bt smtgs diff tix tym.. i shall rmb wif all my might to keep da pain of memory alive.. to keep me burnin wif anger.. of dissapointment.. to keep me feel da pain.. tt will help me perservere i hope
i dunnoe wad else to do.. ma mond is sooo clog up... its sooo bluurrr.... everything nds to be done.. bt deres nvr tym fer me to do anything... haiz.... i nd to relax ma mind.. tts wad da hols are for.. n oso revise wrk la.. bt i reli nd to clear up ma mind b4 i can even strt on ma wrkz.. haiz.. im reli missin ma frenz now.. haven seen sum of dems fer daes.. hahahahz....
it'll nvr end... it'll nvr stop... i cant continue running frm it... i shall haf to face it in da eye.. i cant seem to haf enuff courage to even look at it... i have to be strong.... i nd da motivation... n i shall have ma wae... n i cant depand on u.. ure lost frm ma world...
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11:40 PM <3
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